i think this was my favorite singer's one album title. gaining through losing. the decision i want to make has more than just financial but sentimental and symbolic value to it.i am contemplating whether to sell my violin or not. this instrument needs to be making music in regular base which is not happening and probably won't happen once i move to tokyo.
i started violin when i was 8. music was not my thing from the beginning. i didn't practice at all, but did private lessons for over 7 years. having a piano teacher for my mom, i wasted opportunity to learn to appreciate what music is.
it would a big help to purchase a new camera for my career, but i hesitate to do so maybe because i've always had access to it, and somewhere in me believes that it always be that way.
is it a time to admit the fact my interest and focus had shifted to something and accept it before the instrument dies without being appreciated...
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